Dearest Anna Lisa Kristina, So what do you think about cockroaches? I always wondered why the word ‘cock’ was in the front of the word ‘roach’. Penis bug. Anyway… There were cockroaches floating in the water cooler today. Fucking work couldn’t get any worse. They don’t know how long the roaches have been partying down [...]
Archive for May, 2009
May 20th, 2009
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May 18th, 2009
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Dearest Anna Lisa Kristina, I wore a suit to work today. I even shaved. Damn, I looked good. I would’ve totally done me if I were another person. I would’ve ripped off the clothes, kept the tie, used it, if you know what I mean, and then ripped me a new one. Then I’d call [...]
May 17th, 2009
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Dearest Anna Lisa Kristina, 10% less.They call it a furlough. A way to minimize costs. Times likes these, these tiems we live in, everyone holding, no one sending, no circulation, no stimulation, just a bunch of millions of individual pockets of inactivity, fear-based life, in times like these, it makes me wonder if I should [...]
May 15th, 2009
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Dearest Anna Lisa Kristina, I dreampt a dream last night. I was married to a woman who wasn’t you. In fact, she was the complete opposite of you. I vaguely recall red hair, however Pilipino, I think, or maybe a mixture of something and some other, but red hair nonetheless. She had self-destructive eyes, hopeful [...]
May 14th, 2009
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My nurse was this older Pilipino woman who told me about her 14 year old boy. She said with a pretty hidden accent that her boy played basketball, and that one day she worries he’ll end up in the hospital with a dislocated shoulder, too. I told her, a gunshot wound would be worse. She [...]
May 12th, 2009
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I dislocated my shoulder today. I’m typing this with one hand. Thank God I’m left-handed. And patient. I love you.
May 10th, 2009
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What do you mean melodramatic? Happy Mother’s Day, by the way. What do you mean melodramatic? Did you know today’s my grandothers birthday, too? The ultimate mother? She who reared 12 children, basically giving birth every few years for 20 years? I don’t think what I said was melodratic at all. She saved my life [...]
May 9th, 2009
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Again, comes the same, said, as was said in a previous life, but now, last night, comes at the most inopportune time. I joined a pack last night. Normally lone like I am, travelling and howling the prairies of the Valley and LA, in search of nothing more than something that will keep me occupied [...]
May 7th, 2009
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No, I’m right! Because of one simple word: Moderation. Boom! Pow! ShaBLAM! So easy when we really think about it, yes. Too much of anything is destructive and too little of anything is deconstructive. If the line goes too far to one side on the platform, the construct will tip over. Balance in the goal. Moderation is the key. [...]
May 5th, 2009
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I’ve never felt the need to lie to myself, or for that matter, to others, in order to compound lies so that those lies could feel like truth. Which is probably why you are my only friend. And even though a thousand knotted strings of grimaces and winces suggest I should redefine my personal approach [...]
